August 25th

So today has been pretty bland. Everyone started school now so I really don't have much to do. There are no games I am really interested in right now and I don't really have any money. My job that I am suppose to be working at hasn't even called back yet. Desperate times though call for deserate measures so I may have to staty lying in order to get work. I am still having trouble getting readers for my blog so sometimes I feel like I am typing to myself hah. I got into a huge fight the other day with my mom. She likes to reinforce how big of a piece of shit I am. I really can only get assualted so much before I have to just take myself out of the situation. I have been thinking about joining the army again . I should probally wait a few months then head up to the recruitment office. I think what I really desire in the army is the respect that comes along with it to the norms. Thats something I have never had normally people didn't even realize me but if I can join the service I know I can at least get the repsect of my family.